Hello everyone! Welcome to my blog! If this is your first time here then here’s a little tid bit.. this is a very random blog! From my thoughts to product reviews to recipes.. like today! I know ya’ll are probably out celebrating Valentines Day or relaxing at home watching Titanic or The Notebook.. either way
Everybody wishes for something. Whether its world peace or that you hope when you get home that piece of chocolate cake is still where you left it. It doesn’t matter whether its a huge wish or just an inkling of a wish. It’s still something you want. Something you hope for. Everybody has them, but not everybody gets them. I have them. I have a lot of wishes. Some of them minor, some of them mean the world to me. And most of those dreams will come true, one day. But in order for that to happen. In order for me to be able to say i got that i got my wish. I have to work. And I have to work very hard.
Watching this movie reminded me of somethings. Of why i want to travel, of why being somewhere new, and learning new things fascinates me. I wish I had the money to be able to get on a plane and travel for a year. I hate the feeling of not knowing where my life is going. That feeling of yearning for so many things that it makes my head spin. And I’m not talking about men. I am talking about that yearning for something new and exciting. That yearning to find yourself. A part of me feels like Liz from the movie. For so long I’ve based myself through the eyes of boys. The way I acted & dressed. The fact that when i was about to do something I’d think ‘what would he think about this?’ ‘would he approve of this?’ ‘would he like this?’. I don’t know when i stopped thinking & doing for myself. until I moved to FL. Making that move was the first thing I’ve done for myself in a very long time, or at least that i remember. I stopped thinking how everyone else would be affected by the move & just thought about my future. Of how my life would turn out if i stayed or if i left. & in the end I was right to leave. I haven’t found myself completely but I’m starting to get that balance back in my life. I think that’s why the bigger part of me can’t wait to get back to FL.
Pesto, Tomato, & Mozzarella Pizza on a Pita Bread
I am obsessed with cooking and usually I am on Pintrest like crazy looking up new recipes everyday because I want to learn as much as I can. This recipe was something I made off the top of my head. I took everything I love and put it onto a pita bread to make a pizza! It ended up being delicious!!
I have lived my whole life writing. Whether it be of dreams i’ve had whether they be of heartache and lose or love and happiness. I’ve had them all, but I also write about who I am and what I have been through and who I want to be. I have had so much loss and heartache no person should endure, yet so much happiness at the same time.. does that make sense? I don’t know anymore. That’s why I write. To make sense of it all. I want to be the kind of writer other’s can relate too. I want to remember what i’ve been through and in general.. be remembered. I don’t mean by fame and fortune but by having an impact on one’s life. I want to be the writer one can relate too. Are you that person?