Watching this movie reminded me of somethings. Of why i want to travel, of why being somewhere new, and learning new things fascinates me. I wish I had the money to be able to get on a plane and travel for a year. I hate the feeling of not knowing where my life is going. That feeling of yearning for so many things that it makes my head spin. And I’m not talking about men. I am talking about that yearning for something new and exciting. That yearning to find yourself. A part of me feels like Liz from the movie. For so long I’ve based myself through the eyes of boys. The way I acted & dressed. The fact that when i was about to do something I’d think ‘what would he think about this?’ ‘would he approve of this?’ ‘would he like this?’. I don’t know when i stopped thinking & doing for myself. until I moved to FL. Making that move was the first thing I’ve done for myself in a very long time, or at least that i remember. I stopped thinking how everyone else would be affected by the move & just thought about my future. Of how my life would turn out if i stayed or if i left. & in the end I was right to leave. I haven’t found myself completely but I’m starting to get that balance back in my life. I think that’s why the bigger part of me can’t wait to get back to FL.
Pesto, Tomato, & Mozzarella Pizza on a Pita Bread
I am obsessed with cooking and usually I am on Pintrest like crazy looking up new recipes everyday because I want to learn as much as I can. This recipe was something I made off the top of my head. I took everything I love and put it onto a pita bread to make a pizza! It ended up being delicious!!
I have lived my whole life writing. Whether it be of dreams i’ve had whether they be of heartache and lose or love and happiness. I’ve had them all, but I also write about who I am and what I have been through and who I want to be. I have had so much loss and heartache no person should endure, yet so much happiness at the same time.. does that make sense? I don’t know anymore. That’s why I write. To make sense of it all. I want to be the kind of writer other’s can relate too. I want to remember what i’ve been through and in general.. be remembered. I don’t mean by fame and fortune but by having an impact on one’s life. I want to be the writer one can relate too. Are you that person?
Thank you influenster for my free #frostyvoxbox full of 100% free products for me to review! In this picture I am wearing my NYC Expert Last #SugarPlum Lip Color that I got in the box, along with my Rimmel London Scandaleyes waterproof eyeliner! I am obsessed with trying new products (especially when it’s make-up) & reviewing them!
Thank you Crowdtap for the free samples of Zep cleaning supplies!! I have been looking for everything & anything to help get rid of the wine stains on my kitchen table and I finally found something that worked! Below are before & after pictures of my kitchen table with the sample on the table!
I finally got my first VOXBOX from Influenster!
I am just very excited to be able try out Clear Proof by Mary Kay! All my life I have had acne prone skin, not terribly bad but enough that I get very insecure at times. I have tried everything on my face from Neutrogena to Clearasil and nothing has worked! So now I will be trying this new treatment thanks to Influenster!! I will posting a before pick on this blog and then after a week or two of using this product I will write another blog with my after picture!
As you can tell from the above ingredients I tweaked it a bit to what I like. I added Nutella to the ingredients because I love it. I mean its chocolate, who doesn’t love it?! Also I used regular cream cheese because I can taste a difference in the low fat kind.