Eat. Pray. Love. #love

Watching this movie reminded me of somethings. Of why i want to travel, of why being somewhere new, and learning new things fascinates me. I wish I had the money to be able to get on a plane and travel for a year. I hate the feeling of not knowing where my life is going. That feeling of yearning for so many things that it makes my head spin. And I’m not talking about men. I am talking about that yearning for something new and exciting. That yearning to find yourself. A part of me feels like Liz from the movie. For so long I’ve based myself through the eyes of boys. The way I acted & dressed. The fact that when i was about to do something I’d think ‘what would he think about this?’ ‘would he approve of this?’ ‘would he like this?’. I don’t know when i stopped thinking & doing for myself. until I moved to FL. Making that move was the first thing I’ve done for myself in a very long time, or at least that i remember. I stopped thinking how everyone else would be affected by the move & just thought about my future. Of how my life would turn out if i stayed or if i left. & in the end I was right to leave. I haven’t found myself completely but I’m starting to get that balance back in my life. I think that’s why the bigger part of me can’t wait to get back to FL.

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