Watching this movie reminded me of somethings. Of why i want to travel, of why being somewhere new, and learning new things fascinates me. I wish I had the money to be able to get on a plane and travel for a year. I hate the feeling of not knowing where my life is going. That feeling of yearning for so many things that it makes my head spin. And I’m not talking about men. I am talking about that yearning for something new and exciting. That yearning to find yourself. A part of me feels like Liz from the movie. For so long I’ve based myself through the eyes of boys. The way I acted & dressed. The fact that when i was about to do something I’d think ‘what would he think about this?’ ‘would he approve of this?’ ‘would he like this?’. I don’t know when i stopped thinking & doing for myself. until I moved to FL. Making that move was the first thing I’ve done for myself in a very long time, or at least that i remember. I stopped thinking how everyone else would be affected by the move & just thought about my future. Of how my life would turn out if i stayed or if i left. & in the end I was right to leave. I haven’t found myself completely but I’m starting to get that balance back in my life. I think that’s why the bigger part of me can’t wait to get back to FL.
We spend our who lives worrying about the what if and’s & butts of our future. Trying to predict it. Always over thinking it. Rather then living every moment you have in this life to the fullest, as if tomorrow may never come, we ponder about what are life might be like a year from now, even a month from now. Somewhere along the way we stopped basking in the bliss of the now. Can you stop everything your doing right now, in this minute, and truly say your happy about where you are? Of what you accomplished? Of who you have in your life? Are they worth being there? If you can answer these questions with a yes then your on the right track. No one knows where there life will lead. But by the decisions you make, and the people you meet & keep in your life, that’s a good start to deciding whether your future will be worth it.
So starting here, live every moment as if its your last. Bask in the bliss of the now. And don’t regret anything, because like i always say…
everything happens for a reason <3
We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. The future is never the way we imagined it. [greys anatomy]
[re-post from an old blog I had before this one, I will be posting a few from an old blog that I loved & don’t want to get lost. I want them to be shared with all of you. I want them to make an impact for others rather than just being there but no shown. Hope you like!]